Hyara's answer did not aid in lessening Valia's continued profound confusion, though she didn't immediately drop the seeds on her palm and before she could answer Hyara, she had already gone off to indulge herself within the lecherous celebration of the Red Harvest. Valia stood in place awkwardly until a shadow approached from behind and dropped an amulet on her palm, which made Valia spin around and meet the armored warrior's gaze whom spoke in the Athysian language she had no understanding of. The intent behind the gesture being lost on Valia as she immediately interpreted it as a sign of interest, knowing the kind of celebration the Red Harvest was, She practically ran to put herself inbetween Hyara and the man, though he had vanished by then. Valia dropped the amulet during her attempt to put distance between them.
Despite her desperate attempts to remain as a mere observer, the Red Harvest was no mere party. The blind priestess appearing on the stage and casting her dark spell across the crowd. She sung no songs, but so intense was its influence through the force that Valia could practically hear it as if it was made manifest. It made her heart race, breathing quickened, beads of sweat on her brow despite the cold air she felt. The sensation was deeply uncomfortable, afraid even. Upon seeing the open debauchery around her. Her mind defaulted to the only thing she wanted to do, escape.
Valia shook her head as she attempted to resist the spell's influence to the best of her abilities. Looking around, she noticed a black mist appearing all around them and the discomforting feeling that they were all being watched by some unknown being. Seeing that Hyara was lost within the dark spell, she chose to move on her own. Rushing through the crowd and dodging any dancing bodies along her path as she attempted to find the exit of the temple. The sensation of heat in the sea of cold beckoned her elsewhere, but Valia willed herself away from its call, seeing her mind on doing nothing but attempt to flee.
Yet, no matter where she turned or how far she walked, Valia was utterly lost within the chaotic sea of the Red Harvest. The walls never seemed to get closer nor could she longer catch sight of Hyara since she left her side. Everything that barraged her senses only intensified as the ritual went on and the heat she felt only continued to persist.
Valia stopped, standing still amongst dancing pale bodies her eyes closed as she catches her breath without having to see those around her. Hyara's words suddenly rung through her mind.
"Cast away your past!"
"Empty it all!"
She thought of what would happen if she did escape from the temple. Where would she go? What would she do? The corpses of the fallen allies she had slain and the horrified look of Master Aola at her actions flashed across her mind. They know who she was and what she had done, the one chance, her last chance of salvation, and she had destroyed it all. There was nothing for her to return to. Padawan Roshia Chamiane had died on Karideph, she had killed her. Who was the killer? Valia? Sennon? Something else? She still did not have an answer. An ill-timed epiphany that took far, far too long for her to reach thanks to her quest to defy the Dark Crusade. That one, at least, she had succeeded? She will never return to them. In fact, she had killed Valia Muqai as well on that ship. She was neither Roshia Chamiane nor Valia Muqai, as both died by her hands....
Valia opened her eyes, feeling her cold tears flow down her cheeks. She raised her hand and unraveled her fist to look down the seeds she surprisingly still posessed.
Filled with sudden determination with whatever madness had suddenly gripped her, she ingested all of the seeds she held.
Despite her desperate attempts to remain as a mere observer, the Red Harvest was no mere party. The blind priestess appearing on the stage and casting her dark spell across the crowd. She sung no songs, but so intense was its influence through the force that Valia could practically hear it as if it was made manifest. It made her heart race, breathing quickened, beads of sweat on her brow despite the cold air she felt. The sensation was deeply uncomfortable, afraid even. Upon seeing the open debauchery around her. Her mind defaulted to the only thing she wanted to do, escape.
Valia shook her head as she attempted to resist the spell's influence to the best of her abilities. Looking around, she noticed a black mist appearing all around them and the discomforting feeling that they were all being watched by some unknown being. Seeing that Hyara was lost within the dark spell, she chose to move on her own. Rushing through the crowd and dodging any dancing bodies along her path as she attempted to find the exit of the temple. The sensation of heat in the sea of cold beckoned her elsewhere, but Valia willed herself away from its call, seeing her mind on doing nothing but attempt to flee.
Yet, no matter where she turned or how far she walked, Valia was utterly lost within the chaotic sea of the Red Harvest. The walls never seemed to get closer nor could she longer catch sight of Hyara since she left her side. Everything that barraged her senses only intensified as the ritual went on and the heat she felt only continued to persist.
Valia stopped, standing still amongst dancing pale bodies her eyes closed as she catches her breath without having to see those around her. Hyara's words suddenly rung through her mind.
"Cast away your past!"
"Empty it all!"
She thought of what would happen if she did escape from the temple. Where would she go? What would she do? The corpses of the fallen allies she had slain and the horrified look of Master Aola at her actions flashed across her mind. They know who she was and what she had done, the one chance, her last chance of salvation, and she had destroyed it all. There was nothing for her to return to. Padawan Roshia Chamiane had died on Karideph, she had killed her. Who was the killer? Valia? Sennon? Something else? She still did not have an answer. An ill-timed epiphany that took far, far too long for her to reach thanks to her quest to defy the Dark Crusade. That one, at least, she had succeeded? She will never return to them. In fact, she had killed Valia Muqai as well on that ship. She was neither Roshia Chamiane nor Valia Muqai, as both died by her hands....
Valia opened her eyes, feeling her cold tears flow down her cheeks. She raised her hand and unraveled her fist to look down the seeds she surprisingly still posessed.
Filled with sudden determination with whatever madness had suddenly gripped her, she ingested all of the seeds she held.